Seeing all the back-to-school commercials lately has been really weird. I’d always looked forward to shopping. Clothes shopping wasn’t (still isn’t – I’m not a typical girl) my favorite, but getting new supplies was my favorite part.
It still feels so weird that I’m not going back. Like I’ve said before, school is all I’ve ever known. I am going to go back eventually, I’m just not sure when or where. I have an idea of what I want to study, but that’s complicated. Complicated in the sense that it involves Spanish, which is its own can of worms. I know Spanish is something I want, but it’s hard to keep going when people around me don’t appreciate it.
Some of my friends are starting – or have started – graduate school, and it makes me ache to go back. But I think I need to get in a better headspace first. Find more of myself, if you will. As you may or may not know, I’ve been blogging a lot more lately, so that’s good. I hope I can keep it up. Honestly, I’m surprised I haven’t run out of ideas of things to blog about.
So, it’s going to take a bit of time, but I can get back to school, and eventually get to where I want to be.