I don’t like taking pictures. I don’t think I ever have.
In most of the pictures of me, I feel like I don’t look like myself. Some are good, but they’re rare. Honestly, most of the good pictures of me are from when I was younger. I was kind of cute. Not liking pictures might also be part of my social anxiety. It wouldn’t be surprising.
My voice is a whole other story. It might even be worse. I don’t sound like me at all. I get really high-pitched and breathy. I hate it. I was doing a phone interview once, and the person asked if I was okay. My voice was that weird.
Phone calls in general give me anxiety. Both making them and receiving them from numbers I don’t know. I’m not exactly sure why, but it’s always been that way. I’m going to work on that though. I have to, if I want to be a journalist. Which I do.
