Destruction of Passion

I’m not sure how it started,

But I hate having to be guarded.

I don’t have anything that is my own, except the things that people hate.

I know I can’t wait much longer, or else my passion will be completely destroyed.

And that will just lead to people being annoyed.

But I’m not sure what to do to get out of this depression,

If I don’t have freedom of expression.