Because I can’t think of anything specific to blog about right now, I’m going to free write.
I’ve had a lot on my mind lately. Mostly what happened Wednesday night, but I don’t want to talk about that right now. Maybe I will in a future post.
The more pressing matter at the moment is that I need to make a phone call. I’m not good at making them; they give me anxiety. I think it’s both a fear of not knowing what to say and not having much practice advocating for myself.
I really want to get my writing going again, but all I can work on is fan fiction, and I don’t even work on that regularly. It really sucks. Maybe if I can bring myself to start watching Homeland again, I’ll have more inspiration for my novel.
And I need to work my way out of my current living situation so I can be on my own and feel free to chase my dreams, make mistakes, and learn not to care what other people think.
That’s all for now.